pandemic. salon closed. continues

Today I couldn’t focus on anything except for the fact that our governor was giving a speech about when he will open my salon not my salon specifically but salons in Minnesota And I couldn’t concentrate on anything other than waiting for him to talk about this I was supposed to open on May 4th and as of right now after this speech I am unclear of when I will open I on the map of openings I am after churches which I don’t understand but it is what it is and this was towards the bottom of the chart which would put me closer to the end of May beginning of June now to say it sucks that I haven’t worked since March is an understatement but I was hopeful that it wouldn’t be push back too much further but he said we will continue our conversation closer to the 17th of May And I will know more then. I thought I would take the news a little better than I did I feel like I’ve been disappointed multiple times since this journey of pandemic-ness happened but it still hurts knowing that you can’t provide for yourself because the government says no but it is what it is. This just gives me time to finish things and little projects that I want to get done before I open because once I do I will be working nonstop I have a list of people a very long list that would like to get in and I just keep adding people to that list this is just another day of hopefulness me being closed is saving someone’s life not their appearance but their life .